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I was and actually I am still reading some blogs from Jolene's blog. I think she must be quite famous in blogging since she and Kenny sia seems to know each other and commented on each others blog?? I seriously feel low after reading some of the blogs. Why? Tons of reason. Let me list out some of them which I can think of for this very moment.
Things I feel low on myself:
- I speak and write broken English, my English sux to the max
- I write improper words, short forms especially are all over the place
- I don't know how to describe things, how to make things seem more fun, interesting, attractive so and so
- I have no idea what to blog, I don't have any "Big topic" to talk about
- I don't give a damn to what happen in the world, I don't read newspaper, I don't watch news
- I have no sense of fashion, lousy dressing, cincai make up
- I don't have long straight hair, or long wavy hair with sexy fringe
- I don't have the height, but I definitely have the extra weight
- I don't have the figure, I almost can't see my waist
- I don't have smooth baby skin, my face is like moon surface
- I don't shit gold bar, have to think hundred times to buy one thing
- I have to budget below RM30 for clothes, over that will be a no no for me
- I don't have any close friends to hang out with
- I only can dream of having a LV bag
- I always say "I don't know"
- I can't wear heels over 3"
- I have no sense of direction
- I like to cry
- I don't look feminine, more like a tomboy
- I am not a banana, although I can't read chinese
- I can't dance, I don't club
- *Keep for future*
Furh..that's part of it. But we always say appreciate whatever we have, and stop complaining. So, to balance the things up a little bit, I have to list out the things that I'm proud of.
Things I'm proud of:
- I scored straight A's in UPSR and PMR, lack of 2 A's in SPM, althought I'm sux in STPM (that's because I want to)
- I have a degree from UM
- I always have a bunch of guys roaming around me
- I have an average family
- I have a job with stable income
- I have a 184cm tall boyfriend, and he happens to be the world's first man, Adam
- I have a crazy dog, BoBo
- I have my own bicycle at 12, motorbike at 17 and car at 21
- I have big eyes, fair skin (if only I'm not expose to sunlight)
- I don't shout, I will be as quiet as I can be when I'm emo
- I speak Malay fluently
- I have photocopy memory
- I am not fussy on food, I eat every damn thing
- I only shop for cheap stuff
- I like to cook
- I look like underage
- I don't smoke, don't drink, don't swear
- *Keep for future*
That's all I guess. Nothing to proud of, but I do appreciate what I have. Just a sudden of low self esteem when I came across some beautiful peoples, and how much I adore what they experienced in life.
Till I discover more interesting and beautiful peoples from blogs....
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