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i have no clue why am i so emo this few days. work? stress? pms? food? i don't know. everything just doesn't seem right to me.

i had been placing a lot of orders online to purchase some goods (baju la apa lagi) but guess what? everything that i eye-ed on, everything that i like either was reserved or sold!! wtf. why everyone must like the things i like? why why why? or should i think in a positive way that i actually have a bloody good taste? *blink blink*

argh... i don't know. all i know is everything that i want are sold! damn frustrating! damn depressed! damn damn damn.. i think i am quite extreme already that i actually placed the order early early in the morning, or late late at night where the seller just updated the stocks. mana tau there are people who seriously sit in front of the pc 24/7 check on all the online boutiques and got every damn thing reserved! arghhhhh!!! and somemore the stupid order form (from some blogs) are not working! damnit

i give up already. i don't want to shop online anymore. it's so stressful and disappointed. i hate seeing all the clothes i like end up in other people's hand. how can i tolerate this?? you tell me la

and and know what, i found my favourite brand for bags! no LV, no Guess, no Coach. as usual, i always want to be different hmpf! it is Dooney & Bourke!! you know d&b? don't know? never mind. the duck (i guess) so cool! so vintage! don't mention a new bag cost how much cause i am damn poor i can never afford it T__T i found a lot of pre-owned one at ebay. they actually cost quite cheap but the shipping is freaking expensive!! i hate living in m'sia. can never enjoy cheap and quality stuff. don't judge me k, i say cheap means real cheap. usd0.99 for a d&b bag. can you find that in m'sia? no? then shaddap!!

talking about vintage, everything is vintage nowadays. why? cause some idiots just simply use the word vintage to attract shopaholics (like me) to visit their blog. what they sell is just some second hand clothes from their wardrobe. it is vintage if you mean the clothes are old. but it is not vintage clothing from or inspired from the 40s, 50s, 60s etc. etc.! what the heck. just stick back to second hand/pre-owned/bnwt/etc. all this tags la.

in order to stop myself from shopping, i plan to make clothes myself hohoho. what a good plan. i used to sell clothes online before, and i got fed up with shopping back then. freaking phobia whenever i see clothes. since everyone is selling the same kind of baju online, seriously if you do some research you can relate them and guess where they got their stock (oh, i'm so proud) i better design and make my own clothes. yeah, i never attend any fashion design courses whatsoever but so what. back at hometown my aunty can sew all sorts of thing and she doesn't even know the word fashion design k. who cares.

i know knitting since primary? yay! and crochets is a must in vintage k. somemore i took asas jahitan tradisional for ko-k in uni. damn proud wey. but before i start all my beautiful plans, must raise fund to buy a sewing machine first. damn potong stim.